So, I'm 19, and the last thing on my mind is finding someone who wants to fall in love and spend the rest of their life together with me. Like, to be honest, I'm hella busy all the time and don't know when I'll stop being busy. I don't know if I'll ever have time to get married.
But, I do want to have a wedding.
I want to go dress shopping and search dozens of stores until I find the perfect dress with perfect colors and perfect embroidery and beg my parents to buy it for me because it's perfectly expensive.
I want to choose colors for the napkins and create extra AF centerpieces.
I want all of my family and friends to be around me and give me gifts and wish the best for me through my exciting life change (and there's absolutely no excuse to flake on my wedding day.)
I want small children to throw flowers at me, dance for me, and bow down to me because I am the ultimate fairy queen overlord of pureness at this event.
I want to pretend like I'm the main character in a K-Drama and I'm finally marrying the man I love instead of the rich man that my mom wants me to marry.
I want to wear my fancy ring and flaunt it at the reception.
But...I don't want to get married.